Cass.

Stress. 

Stress.

Stress.

Stressed.

Out.

jordanhilton:

LOL

To explain how much money and time I am spending on christmas gifts this year. I saved up so much and it was all for this! I have 3 down, 3 more to go! My brother, my Mom and my Dad. Mom and Dad are easy peasy. Regan however… Even if I got ahold of him he’d just say not to get him anything!  I’m thinkin’ the usual gift card to Pacsun, and maybe a gift card to Petco for all his assorted animals. Ughh, Christmas is complicated! 

I bought coal for my sister since she didn’t get me a birthday present.

That was sarcasm, but she really didn’t get my a birthday present. Wait till she finds out what I got her for Xmas :3!!! I’m going all out no one can stop me!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE CHRISTMAS ITS THE BEST TIME OF THE YEAR! 

Now I just don’t know if I should get anything for friends or not, not knowing what they want or even if i’ll have any money left over :/. I’m also thinking about my roommates laura and jim. I mean, they’re friends of the family but seeing as i’ve been living with them the past year and a half i think deserves a DVD for putting up with my shenanigans (mainly playing my music loudly at night). 

Oh, and not to rub it in, but I work retail and I worked 5am to 2pm. IT WAS NOTHING, everyone complains, its a job suck it up people! It was crazy, people were crazy and we had a line the whole day (I went back and it was still there after id left). I guess it helps that I love my job, but eh, thats just because I choose to love it. I could hate it if I wanted to, but why? You could put in the effort to enjoy it and it becomes worthwhile ya know? Either way consumerism is a disease I proudly take part in, and if I’d like retail to continue I must do my part!

I probably won’t be updating with a long post like this again for quite some time. I’ve got too much shit to do. 

I hope everyone enjoyed their Thanksgiving!

I’m in love alright I’m with my crazy beautiful life
With the parties, the disasters
With my friends all pretty and plastered
Every night were down to go out
Wakin’ up on a different couch
Till the next night on the next flight
Yeah I guess we’re doin alright.

mood turned around.

I just wish I could get any sign of appreciation from the people who demand my attention and who I give my attention 24 FUCKING 7. Don’t expect me to cater to your feelings today because i’m sick of everyone wanting me all the time. No one ever wants to listen to me when I need an ear and I dont want anyones pity. I cant handle everyones problems all the time. I have 5 hours to change this mood around so fuck off.

Jdkwncksncjsk.

I love you! 

I never meet any new people on here, its kinda sad. Anyone know any cool art blogs?

I had a dream about the zombie apocalypse. Humans were once again ahead of the game and zombies were used as entertainment. Unfortunately the giant nemesis zombie and the 2 headed dog zombie got really into it and the dog zombie threw up on the crowd. The crowd, mouths open wide, began to shake and shudder. The alarm went off and the crowd ran. Security shot everyone who was running, zombie or no. They were stampeded to death. I woke up. SO EPIC. 

Thats all I got for today.

Oh I forgot to say I sent Jeff an email with all my tattoo info last Friday! I didn’t get to go in till after they were closed and he said it was cool to email him so thats what I did. It’s gonna take him awhile to draw it up, lets hope its worth it! I have 800 in my checking. LETS GO $$$$$$$.