It involved head banging to Metallica, singing obnoxiously to Queen, Lionshead, my lovely lady mary jane, a ride through Delaware/Pennsylvania’s beautiful country valley, going to odd malls, observing odd people (who think we’re odd), and ending the day with concluding the 50 Shades series, yes…. I am very content tonight. I hope my mood continues to keep these bright spirits despite my full work load. I expect myself to be super woman once again, emotionally that is, and I know it just won’t work or i’ll crack under the pressure I put myself under. I just need to know that, well, you just don’t care I suppose. It’s hard to be so self deprecating- but thats who I am. You would never see it until you got under my skin. How well you pin pointed me. Suddenly I wish I could have my friends everyday at my disposal. I desperately need their company, I don’t know why I seem to be under this bleak shadow. My moods are always up and down if left to my own devices. Just glad to have the best people in the world at my side. It makes life… Not so bad sometimes :).
Trying to keep my life together, sorry I haven’t really been posting.
I said i’d be gone for awhile.
So, until next time…